Friday, November 5, 2010
Not so Happy Friday
My appointment today did not go well. I have more follicles this time - 4 on the right that are about 8mm and 4 on the left that are 8mm and 1 that's 11mm. He said that he was going to up my meds and when I asked him when he thought the retrieval would be, he said it would be Wed. or Thurs. I mentioned that I wasn't responding well and he said that he didn't think things were going that badly. But, when I went in to talk to the nurse, she told me that they don't want to see me back until Monday and that if my follicles hadn't grown any, Dr. P would more than likely cancel my cycle. So, I was kind of blown over because the doctor was all optimistic and the nurse was all doom and gloom. And frankly it freaked me out. I have been very upset all day. I am just not sure what to think. All I know is that I need to not worry about it. I know that God is in control and His will will be done. I know that. But, it's still hard not to worry.