I am going back to the RE tomorrow to have another beta. I think that I am prepared for anything. I really thought all the mid-cycle spotting might be an early miscarriage from the beginning and I really didn't even want to know if it was. But, then I really did want to know. Now, I just want to see what is going on in my body. Am I really pregnant? Is it a blighted ovum, ectopic, a miscarriage? I have googled everything based on my HCG and Progesterone. But, I have prayed these last few days. I have prayed that God would do His will in our lives. I have prayed for peace. I have prayed for the baby that is hopefully growing inside of me.
I have been tired this weekend. I have been trying to think about whether anything was different this past month. I do remember my boobs being sore for about a day or two when it was about a week before my period was supposed to start. Also, I had cramps that started earlier than usual and I remember being annoyed by it. I am guessing that it was implantation cramps...and I had some spotting at the same time. I don't usually have spotting before my period then it stops like that. I am just worried about all the bleeding. I thought that I had stopped bleeding the day after I started taking the Crinone but then it started again on Saturday. I had been pretty active Friday night and Saturday morning. So, I thought that was why. But, to be honest, I googled Crinone side effects and realized that you can have discharge and buildup from it. Crunchy discharge. ***TMI Alert*** Since I have had bleeding, the Crinone discharge is black. It is super gross. But, if this leads to a healthy baby, I welcome it.
Anyway, I am just going into tomorrow morning with positive thoughts and prayers. I feel excited.
Oh, and I did really well for my blood draw on Thursday. I was proud of me. :)
Happy Monday everyone!