Last Friday's bloodtest turned out to have a negative Beta. By Sunday, I finally stopped spotting. I'm so thankful. The nurse informed me that she has no idea when I'll get my next period and it will possible be horribly heavy and painful and probably disgusting. Has anyone else experienced that in their first period after a miscarriage? How long did it take for AF to come back for you. And, she also said that Dr. P is ready for us to come back for our second round of IVF. I was quite surprised because I had planned to ask her for a consultation with him once the tests were negative, but I was going to ask him what we should do next. I mean, if we can get pregnant on our own, should we just wait and see? Why does he want us to do IVF? So, I asked her to set us up an appointment for the Friday after we file our 10-Q at work. I figured that way if we do decide to start a cycle then, it will be a little less stressful. Of course, we'll be kicking off the budget process, but I have been doing a pretty good job, I think, of not being so stressed at work. I think I might look into getting some meditation downloads. I have heard a lot of people talk about doing the Circle + Bloom stuff, so maybe I will research that. But, I don't want to feel stressed because I didn't take the time out of a day to do the meditation. We will see. I want to hear what he has to say first.
So, it's the end of a pregnancy and miscarriage, but possibly the beginning of our next steps. I am excited to start doing something. I have been praying really hard for God to lead us in these next steps.